Trusting the universe is something I struggle with, not when things are shitty and I’m discouraged. It’s when things are going well that I get in my head. I think it’s because I’ve “almost” done many things.

I’ve come close to many of my greatest goals but always been blocked by some external factor. The smell of good things brewing scares me like finally kissing someone you’ve had a crush on forever but knowing they have a pattern of being unavailable.